July 2010
1 post
here is an update on my life
i am living with my wonderful boyfriend and our friend kyle, which is okay for now, but he just got a completely annoying yellow lab puppy and i hate her so much, because labs arnt even that cute..
anyways, i start cosmetology school very soon, i kinda gave up on the whole graphic design thing.. dont get me wrong i absolutely love art, but i cant fathom spending like thousands and thousands of...
June 2010
8 posts
moved the eff outttttt
and i am so happy that i get to see my lovely love even more now
“turning 19 is lameeee”
– me
if i am addicted to anything..
its gotta be getting tattooed. i am not even 19 yet and i have 5 tattoos and have been tattooed 8 times, plus i am going to get my half sleeve worked on on my birthday, which is sunday :) which i am superrrr excited about because having it unfinished is really bugging me lol i have like the swirl on my shoulder, then the finished octopus on the inside of my arm, then the unfinished outline on the...
idk what it is about art
but i loveeeee doing it! :D i just wish i wasnt so hard on myself about the things i make, i am deff my worst critic. i can see like a million things wrong with it and nothing ever feels finished, and halfway through i pretty much get to a point where i want to just throw it away and move on with something else.
anyways, i am also trying to find my style, i know i like to use prismacolor colored...
boston and paramore boobies
so i have decided that i want to one day move to boston, its freaking beautiful. Me and aaron both love it.
also, i really wish i wouldnt have looked at that picture of hayley williams boobs lol and then showed aaron, considering he deff has a huge celebrity crush on her :P haha talk about being compared now
May 2010
25 posts
that also includes
girls who have been around even if he didnt date you, and you know what i am talking about, *cough cough* you know who you are, considering i have like 4 followers, so who is going to see this anyway, besides well someone. or anyone for that matter
ex girlfriends.
it really sucks feeling like you are being judged, whether it is your boyfriend judging you based on ex girlfriends (girlfriend) or his mom judging you on his ex grielfriend (or what it seems like) and te fact that u are losing, it jus sucks, maybe i am being down, but thats how i feel. maybe i should be/look/do like them, but then again, who wants to do that? fuckkkkkkk that
thoughts i need to get out
its nice to know what true love feels like, and its greattttt :) ..as lame as that sounds. i dated someone for 3 years before i broke up with them just so i could continue to talk to aaron very night for hours without feeling guilty about it. i didnt know what it would turn into, but i knew that i had more fun talking to aaron than anyone else. He knows how to make me smile :) and i feel like i...
also...
i think i have the most animal tattoos haha i have leopard print, an octopus, some animal-ish things in my half sleeve and a peacock, and almost all the other tattoos i want to get involve animals
makes sense, i was going to school for vet tech/vet for a min there.. lol
owl tattoo
hopefully getting a new tattoo within the next few days.
its a little owl on a branch, i saw it on a stamp a couple months ago and wanted to get it on my wrist, but i kept putting it off because i had other ones i wanted first, like starting on my half sleeve. well now that thats out of the way i want to go ahead and get the owl, its is so cute :)
i put up a picture once i find it, i have a...
yesterday, i had one of those breakdowns
i was feeling really down about how i look, so i found myself putting on every single thing in my closet and thinking i looked horrible in all of it. eventually i just settled on something and found myself crying on the way over to aarons because i felt so ugly, like idk where this came from, but i hate the way i look. I want the opposite of everything i have and thats just impossible
but when...
pageants
i like how most pageant moms are ugly, and usually fat. its like they are living through their 5 year old child… nucking futs!
“i dont wanna play server no more :(”
– me, and how i feel about work..
brittany hoover has me freaked out!
i came across her status by facebook lurking and it was about this website that talks about a shadow government and the illluminati and these secret super powerful groups are creating a single world government.
now i am thinking i am going to quit my job and become invisible to the government, never leave my room again!
“thinking about tomorrow wont change how i feel today”
– matt & kim
who has moved away before? saving money..?
i want to move next summer, aaron says if i have 5,000 saved up by next year i can move :D so you know what i am going to do??? try my best to save up 5,000, so that between the two of us we can have 10,000 which should be enough for us to settle into a new state. maybe? idk i have never moved, someone who has moved, how much does it cost to do so?
Thursday, May 13
sooooo i believe christen free started the marriage trend we have all been seeing on facebook, young ladies getting swept away by their military men, now its like every day i see blah blah is now married to blah blah and then i look to see who they married and 99% of the time it is someone who is about to go into training or getting deployed. I heard a little rumor that they get paid more when...
“the universe is full of magical things patiently waiting for our wits”
– coffee news
... sooo moving to knoxville
would be freaking awesome because i could drive through the mountains every day to get to work and go play in a freaking waterfall if i want to, or go into the city of knoxville if i want to, or drive 2 hours and go to atlanta, or even drive like idk? what it it? like 5 hours to visit charleston???? officially, next summer i AM moving to knoxville, only if i have aaron to move with though :) lol
knoxville...
seriously considering moving here next summer, as long as i still have someone to move with me, i am gone, gone to live on a mountain side, just look at how beautiful:
i spend too much time on the internet anyway
..so i figured i would make a blog, not that i have ever had anything like a journal and when i did i dont think i really followed the rules of one, i made thoughts much deeper than they were.. what can i say i was like, 10???? hah so here goes my tumblr…
